Do you ever have the urge to cry?

Rarely. Usually when my imagination goes a little far if I'm imagining something happening to a loved one.

Urge? A few times a day, especially when I'm tired. Usually for little or no reason.

No, never.

SOME OF THE TIME AND OCCASIONALY are the same thing just for future reference.

Occaisonally.

Not for no apparent reason, no.

Um, no.

Oh!...for no apparent reason? No, never. I sometimes have the urge to and often am unable, but it is always for a reason.

Well, obviously it feels good to feel bad once in a while, and it feels especially good when you have someone to feel bad with, but I feel bad (in the sense that it I am doing someone wrong), to bring someone down... even if they like feeling bad. That doesnt stop me; I took her with me and I am holding her on the way down, but I intend to release her before I hit. My meaning is too abstrat to be properly expressed in words. It is an emotion not a sentence.

Actually, now that I think about it, not for no apparent reason. It is usually just a build-up of everything horrible that has happened to me in the past month or two.

I usually give into the urge, simply because it's a wonderful reliever of stress. I was crying today because I was watching "Breakfast at Tiffany's" and I love the scene where Holly and Paul go looking for "Cat".

that one get's to me too.

yep, at times.

Don't you just love that Audrey Hepburn?

Of course. I think my mom wanted me to model myself after her.

How so? My mother says that I am one of those "annoying" Audrey Hepburn types and she wishes I would put on more weight.

looks. mom's been annoyed at how high strung or grating some of my favorite actresses have been. Say for instance 'confetti' of 'freinds'.

confetti is the blonde one, right? I think she is kind of airhead-y, and not in a good way.

That's what I like about you; You see there is a good way.

Occasionally.

Really? I like confetti, she's cool. I don't think she is an airhead. Rachel is more than her.

Crying right now. Seriously.

Yes, PMS does that to me

Yeah, when I shot a nail up my butt, or sprained my wrist (the first time), or peeling onions or getting smoke in my eyes...

hey, thanks. no one said anything in qualification

Really? I'm sorry I missed it. It must have been something I just missed. Thanks though for trying to tell me.

I'm not much of a crier unless it's something really profound. I yell and scream, rant and rave, spit and curse. Cry? Not often.

yeah, that happens sometimes

I think there's a difference between the two myself... sure they're so close as to be fairly redundant but personally I wouldn't say they "are the same thing". "Some of the time" implies it can be measured (it is a certain amount of the time), whereas occasionally is just 'it happens now and then'... more vague.

Sometimes.
Today, I cried for no reason.

I'm completely exhausted, physically and mentally from all the crying I do.

I reccommend being to busy with meaningful things to do. My urge to cry disappeared, and I keep gathering more energy to accomplish even more.

Well over the last few months I've kept myself busy by turning into a workaholic, but it obviously has done nothing to help.

Yeah, No. I've made that mistake too. I meant treating yourself, helping others, making significant career catapultations. Self-punishment by worldly deprivation ain't where it's at.

I saw a Katherine Hepburn movie and that must be who my my mom was suggesting. I think mom shares your moms sentiments on A.H. and my partial likeness to her. But then I'm a chameleon, a lot like many extreme icons from ghandi to edison.

I'm also seriously lacking motivation. I so can't be bothered to do anything.

It's a downward spiral and you can only pull yourself up by your bootstraps. You get high returns on what you give, even if that is just energy. I'd hurry before it gets worse. There must be plenty of little meaningful things you could be doing to start yourself off.

Yeah, but every time I get up, something or someone knocks me down again. As for energy, the only energy I seem to have is destructive energy.

I did a quick reading on you.
Concentrate on internal stuff as you go outside.
Innocence and a sunny disposition is called for.
Meet your challenges with a soft sweet strength, not with competition. You may have to agree with people more or get cut off. Relationships are important to maintain now. When has destructive energy served you in the long run. All energy can be made to change forms.

How can a relationship be maintained when your own family and people who you considered to be your closest friends have given up on you?

By redefining yourself and then redefining your relationship with them.
My mom was rather against my changing gender, and we were at odds on all sorts of issues. After I made the change we became good friends. It all comes down to you first. Your whole outlook and frame of consciousness is what will determine what happens around you.

I suppose thats similar to me working towards an acting career, to my mum I'm wasting my time. It would be great if I could be a successful actress and prove her wrong!

i usually have the urge cry at night when i am coming back from work and i am tired.I sit in my car alone and i want to cry....weird....