Are you afraid of yourself?

No, absolutely not. What a silly question.

Other. I wouldn't say I'm scared of myself, but sometimes my actions scare me when I look back on situations.

Hardly!

Yikes ! Yes - I've just passed a mirror > (hee, hee)

no

um...no...

Sometimes I scare myself with some of the crazy stuff I do. The other day I jumped off the horse and grabbed a copperhead (snake) without even thinking about it and tossed it off the trail, of coarse I know snakes so I know how to handle them.

No.

Yes, in the sense that I'm afraid of what I might do if I wasn't in control of myself, e.g. if I was drunk.

Yikes ! Have you ever been bitten ?

Many times, I used to collect snakes,had over 150 at a time, most of the time. All different kinds.

I don't think I could live anywhere really hot because of the snakes, spiders and huge bugs - scary ! I guess you must have kept them in tanks rather than a snakepit (proper cowboy stuff) ?

I don't like to take drugs or get too drunk.

Why?

Because I am afraid of losing control of myself.

To a degree yes, I know what I've done to myself, though I'm pretty sure that I won't allow myself to fall that far again, but one never knows. In addition due to what happened to my biological parents, I'm afraid of what I could be, and that I'd be a horrible parent

Of course.
I would have to be crazy not to be.

Yes, of course

No, but others are!

Yea I had a bunch of tanks of all sizes, and a few large home made ones. I was living in louisiana at the time.

*whispers* Are you a real cowboy ? (Please, please, please say 'yes')

Well...I Wouldn't call myself a cowboy, I just have a love for horses, and had enough land to be able to board some horses and make a good living at it.

Whats your age, sex, & loc.?

36, F, UK.

I only learnt to ride 2 years ago (having lessons every week and hacking out at the w/end) but haven't been recently. I keep changing riding schools as I get bored with the trails they take. My SO offered to buy me a horse and pay the livery costs but I don't think there's much point at the moment. (I'm doing a correspondence course, which takes up a lot of spare time).

I have a lot of good trails on my property, but I do trailor out to other places all the time with groups of people I know.

What kind of correspondence course are you taking, if you don't mind me asking? I'm thinking about doing some locksmithing studying and starting me another side business, pluss I thought it would be neat to be able to pick locks.

Oh what kind of horses are you learning on?

This year's course is 'An Intro to the Humanities' (literature, architecture, music, religion etc). Some of the subjects are hard work, as they're not really things I'm interested in but it's part of the course, so... I want to get a BA (Hons) in Humanities with Classical Studies, which I think should take me about 6-yrs. Next year should be good as I'll be studying Roman and Greek culture - that's what really interests me !

I didn't know you could take a correspondence course in locksmithing. Don't you need the locks to test on ? I'd like to do a p/time furniture upholstery course at a college near me when I get time.

My current riding school has (mainly) Welsh Cobs, one Shire, and a few (gelded) Thoroughbreds. My favourite is a chestnut Thoroughbred called 'Murphy'; gorgeous horse.

Good God Yes! I am liable to do anything.

thank god for that!!

No, not really.

I don't think so.

no

I am afraid to make bad choices again.

I scare myself every day when I look in the mirror!

It's the purple hair!

not everyday, no. Am I capable of being afraid of myself? Afraid of what I'm capable of? Yep. sure......and have scared myself a few times - was mad enough and poised to kill somebody once when he threatened me and I didnt realize I had it in me!

Well, my biggest fear in last three days is if I'm going to reveal something about myself that I should not reveal. Actually, I revealed it to one person, and I am assured she won't tell anyone.

Absolutely